But I was also hungry all the time and depressed, so I started to eat normally again and now I'm "average" size.
And when you're an average sized tall girl, you feel like an awkward giant, and people look at you totally differently (in a not-good way).""I slouch a lot.
But that is visually very intimidating, so I don't do that usually.""Well, obviously it's all I've ever known, because I've been the tallest in class since the third grade, and almost always as tall as the boys. But in terms of practicality, it's great for reaching stuff and seeing over people and, like, when I traveled in Japan this past year, it was like I had some kind of superpower.
Then they become waify model types, which is perceived as the highest level of female beauty.I'm on a dating site and I get A LOT of messages about my height in kind of weird, fetishy ways.And sometimes they can be flattering like "I love a tall girl," but a lot of times they're just totally weird.I don't really think about whether I'm beautiful or not.I have nice skin and features and teeth I think, but overall, when you're really tall and not very thin there's an aspect of wanting to blend in.